Assumption

Most of the time, what you assume would turn out just WRONG!!!

When to be playful?

Recently, a friend commented that (she thinks) I deserve a better man than the guys that I am thinking of or going out with. Here goes the conversation betweeen her and my spokelady...

C: Why does KT like him? She deserve someone better
J: She is just playing around.
C: But if she wants to play around, shouldn't it be earlier? like highschool time or college time?
J: Well, she is playing around all the time what...
C: ....speechkes...

First of all. I DO NOT PLAY AROUND. I am just choosing and finding the suitable person for myself. Why wasn't I going out with guys when I was in high school? My parents.... Why didn't I go out in college time? I want to concentrate on my studies (my head.... I was going out a lot already). Moreover, I do not go out with guys a lot nowadays... too busy working~~~

To me, I think a person start being playful when he/she finally realise that relationships are not easy and as innocent as how it was thought in the old days when he/she still thinks that LOVE is PURE and Relationships are PERFECT~~ Maybe, it might happen that one day, he/she will realise that LOVE isn't really that bad and there's a bright way to it, then they will settle down. Guess, I'm still at that stage where LOVE is just about bullshitting.

I'm not trying to be rude to those who had found the meaning of LOVE. In fact, lucky you for realizing it so early~~

Fantasy

Recently, my best bestie friend is having some problem while I am still having my day and nite mood swing as usual~ yeah, my mood swing drastically when it reach nite time. NO! I am not Dracula.... Just that, I can switch from a I-CAN-DO-IT gal to a I-NEED-A-SHOULDER-NOW! kinda gal. So, here comes our DREAM (nonsense)....

We shall go back to our nice little cosy hometown, Batu Pahat.

We will work in some company and not expect too much~
We will still travel to Spore or KL to do our monthly shopping.
We will read books (thats why we need our shopping trip, we have only Popular)
We will play golf, squash, tennis... whatever that enable her to wear her super mini skirt
I shall continue my Piano class while she goes for singing class
She will learn dancing while I learn martial art
We will go back to art class~ she will learn sketching while I learn Chinese painting.

Gosh... this is so tempting... so, what is holding us back?
Her: LOVE, Studies, self-expectation, etc.
Me: Career, Freedom, Friends, etc.

BP life is so near but yet so far...

Interesting Life

Yeah, recently, I am busier, compare to my life in Cosmotots. Meeting more people, going to more places, getting lost in KL more often, etc. Being in the second month of my new job, I do doubt my ability sometimes, not because I do not get more accounts, not because my boss is not happy with me... BUT, my boss hasnt confirm me!! and my probation period is suppose to be only a month and it will only be extend if I am not performing well~ So, I decided to ask my boss about it and I e mailed her. Her reply was positive. Guess she has forgotten that there is such thing as probation~ Somemore I mentioned that "I have been working for slightly more than a month" in my mail~ Bah... let's wait till she is not that busy~ That might be the day she retire then.
In the other hand, I have to congratulate myself as I had took the first step to healthier life~ signing up gym~ But I am still going through some dilemma, not knowing whether I should take RM 140 per month for 1 year contract or RM 85 per month for 2 years contract. 4 more days before decision need to be made... Went for body combat class last saturday plus the swimming session I am still having with Gor... my whole body is aching like hell now!!! I think I will break into parts later in fly wheel class~ Gosh~

Alone

Besides office hours, I do not know what am I doing the rest of the time...
Time, activities, people to meet, ways to treat ppl.... Everythings a mess~~

My Toy House

Hey, this is my new blog....
http://mytoyhouse123.blogspot.com/
Of coz, my personal blog will still go on, but this is my new e shop~
Have fun visiting and shopping...

End of another Chapter

Tomorrow will be the first day of my job-changing-break. Don't worry, I've had my time planned already starting with... Be a Good Daughter, to have 2 days tagging along with my parents while they are working (hope they'll buy me nice lunch). Then, There'll be a 3 days trip to the city with people that I do not really like.... Singapore, but since I am meeting my friend and its partly a business trip (Yeah, I already am starting working)! Another 1 day tagging along with whoever in BP. Back to KL and head off to Macau & Hong Kong~~~ I really look forward to shopping there.... BUT, let's not think so much first, there's this jinx about my shopping trip, and I should not imagine lots of stuff and have a better than great time.... just in case...
But before all those nice things that are going to happen, I'll need to go for art class for a 2 hours class.... Hope my student can do well today~ And hopefully, they turn up~