Nationalist? Whatever you call them~

Yeah, I know I'm really outdated, knowing the big big news only when they had become histories~

I feel sad about this accident, Singapore Zoo is a great place, though I do not personally enjoy staying at that country. I can remember holding the big yellow snake, Ah Ming the ape (Monkey? Gorilla?), the Parrots, eww~ hate birds..., the Elephat ride, etc.

Went online and read blogs, news, watched the super blur video... Then I came across to this...
http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_302977.html
This should be a reliable source of news since its their national media... Then, I saw this comment which really upset me~

"Undoubtedly, the white tigers are innocent and must be allowed to stay!! By all accounts, these big cats were minding their own business.Neither should the zoo be held liable for the unfortunate incident. This was an act of a lone man who seemed to be mentally disturbed and behaving badly and madly. No one of a sound mind would do what he did and expect to live!! What is on his mind to provoke these BIG CATS beggars believe."
Posted by: margaretong at Mon Nov 17 06:06:19 SGT 2008

I wonder if he will post the same comment if the victim (or rather, the mauled man) is someone close to him/her or, from his/her same group. Well, I am saying this when I am assuming that he is a Sporean Chinese. He/she can be in any race or have any nationality, who knows, he can be a Malaysian, even a Sarawakean.

But I'm just wondering. Why would someone say this about a dead man. He is already dead, you do not know him, he can be the best person, committing his first mistake in life~ Who knows~ Whoever he is, even if you do not want to be sad for him, I personally think that giving such comment is just not a really good thing to do...

Well~ maybe...
He/she thinks that a dead's reputation is more important than the national zoo's business
He/she thinks that the population of human beings is much more than the White tigers, so the animal should have better benefit that bad sayings are suitable to be used just to protect the tigers from being sent off...

There are lots of IFs, MAYBEs, WHAT IFs... let's be friendly to whoever or whatever~ At least, let's not be rude.

Romantic...

Got to listen to this old song which is real romantic....
最浪漫的事 赵咏华
背靠着背 坐在地毯上
听听音乐 聊聊愿望
你希望我越来越温柔
我希望你放我在心上
你说想送我个浪漫的梦想
谢谢我带你找到天堂
哪怕用一辈子才能完成
只要我讲你就记住不忘
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
一路上收藏点点滴滴的欢笑
留到以后 坐着摇椅 慢慢聊
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
直到我们老的哪儿也去不了
你还依然 把我当成 手心里的宝

Jay Album Leaked~

《稻香》 詞：周杰倫 曲：周杰倫
對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足 珍惜一切
就算沒有擁有還記得你說家是唯一的城堡
隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑
鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠回家吧
回到最初的美好不要這麼容易就想放棄
就像我說的 追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色 先把愛涂上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧 功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手里
所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午后吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有還記得你說家是唯一的城堡
隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑 微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
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《Paddy Fragrance》
If you have too much qualms in this world You will not move on after you had fallen Why are people so weak and depressing? Please switch on the television to watch How many people are there are brave enough to live on? Are we supposed to be contented? Cherish all, even when you dont have it anymore. Did you remember you said that your home is your castle? Run along the plains following the fragrance of paddy and river Smiling, the dreams I know when we were little Dont you cry and let the fireflies run away with you Depending on the village and folk song forever Please go home and return to the wonderful memories Please do not give up easily. Its like I said. For the dreams you could not fulfill, the solution is to change the dream Color your life for yourself, color love with your favorite color Smile, its main objective is not only to succeed. To make one happy is something we know to be meaningful The paper planes that existed in our childhood has not finally landed on my hands The so call happiness has retreated into the paddy fields chasing crickets till it feels tired Stung by bees while picking fruits until we are afraid of it. Who is the one who is secretly laughing at us? I was lying against the scarecrow, soon fallen asleep as I feel the wind blows Wo Wo (expression) The guitar sounds clearer when played with the calls of insects Wo Wo (expression) when the sunshine splashes on the road, we will not be afraid of being heartbroken Treasure all, even you dont have it anymore. Did you remember you said that your home is your castle? Run along the plains following the fragrance of paddy and river Smiling, the dreams I know when we were little Dont you cry and let the fireflies run away with you Depending on the village and folk song forever Please go home and return to the wonderful memories

Kokeshi

Have been doing research on Kokeshi. Kokeshi is not some Jap food, manga charater nor Jap new idol. Kokeshi is Japanese doll originally made out of wood since long long long time ago. Japanese artist in the north east area who earn their living by carving kitchen utensils and daily used products out of wood started carving dolls during winter to be sold to visitors who bathe in the hotspring. When the visitors reach their hometown with the Kokeshi as souvenir, they present the dolls to their friends or little children. The interesting part is that they believe that God will bless those who plays with Kokeshi.

Cool rite?

Good News! A bunch of goods is coming to my office --- cartons of Kokeshi!

Momiji (Mom-ee-jee) dolls are collectable dolls made of resin (handle with care) and each of them has their own characteristics and specialty. For example, Cha Cha Cha is a doll of peace and love; Dreaming loves Sundays as its a day for her to dream and dream. Besides that, they do have celebration dolls like Big birthday, Best friend, Sister, Favourite person. Oh ya, the important thing is that its not just a doll but a message doll. One can slip a piece of message in the slot under each Momiji doll.

To blend in to their fans' life, Momiji is coming out with more and more Zakka products. They are, Tea towel, Pencil case + Pencil with purpose, Notebook, Bag, Cosmetic bag, Envelope sets, Hanky, and (don't laugh) even panties~

Stock will be in after Raya, but you know what~ Lots of fans have been writing in to enquire about Momiji, even without us advertising it yet.

Check this out!

http://www.nanoda.com/en/japanese-gadgets/momiji-dolls-outsell-hello-kitty-and-pukka.html

Let's not forget about the official website

http://momijishop.com/

And this is one of their designer, Joanna Zhou who is only 23 years old

http://www.chocolatepixels.com/momiji.html

Getting these 2 for my 2 hou2 ji2 mui2...

Birthday gal

I collect together every happy wishes and put them in a bundle for you on my birthday. I hope you like them. I like: enid blyton and babycham.

Favourite Person

Everyday i am meeting more and more people but definitely you are my favourite. This is without any doubts. I like: rye bread and blue peter.

Momiji will be hitting us soon = I'll be busier soon. Got to set them up at MPH, Isetan, Parkson, etc.

Dreams...

Yeah, being a person who is not creative at all. I shall blog about my dreams because my ah kor blogged about his.
Dreaming is something that I do not want to do....
when my brain needs a good rest after a busy day
after a long working weekend
MOST IMPORTANTLY... when I have enough drama series to watch that I do not need to produce 1 by myself when I am suppose to rest my mind...

But these days, I have been dreaming a lot~
- about the person I like (who Kor doesnt like) suddenly fallen in love with me 'mind you that I am in a relationship with someone else'
- about eating lots of delicious mooncake (didn't get to eat any this fest)
- about WORK WORK and WORK
- about my friends coming back from overseas~ MISS THEM LOTS~
- about going back to school
- about losing all my teeth
- etc etc etc

Gosh~ I need some quality sleep...

We are MOVING~

Since last week, everyone in my company has been busy preparing to move~ yeah~ we are shifting fron Bandar Kinrara to Bandar Bukit Jalil which is a good thing for me as its nearer to travel from BBJ to town compare to my current office.

OK, lets talk about my current office~ Its a shoplot full of stock~ there's suppose to be a show room, our working room, a store room that use up 1/2 of the shop lot, a kitchen table for us to prepare drinks for ourselves plus 2 blue tiled toilets. But what happen is... we are supplying more and more types of products and everywhere is full of stocks, when customers come, they will be squeezing themselves between the pile of boxes to have a look at the displayed items on the Ikea racks. There are lots of samples under my desk (my boss's desk but there's no place for me, so tumpang first), and my desk is full of both our stuff.
The Irrie part is the toilet~ I dint know that we have 2 toilets until yesterday when the pantry smell too much of the rat that my colleague shifted some boxes and revealed a door to the second toilet. Be prepared before u read the next line! Make sure that you are not eating anything at this point~ The blue tiles are not to be seen but the toilet floor is full of rats' poo... We got a shock of our life and started splashing water hoping that the poo will not be seen after a few pails of water. BUT!!! The drain is not working... we ended up having floating poo....

OK, now, lets go to our new office~ Early in the morning, Boss called and informed me that my colleague who is incharge of stocks (Ms P) and myself are suppose to go to our new place as 200+ cartons of stock is coming in. Our other colleague(Ms J) is suppose to stay in office to mend the phone but she is on MC and there's this stage that Ms P and I was in the state that only either 1 of us will be managing the 200+ cartons (of course with boss's help). Anyway, we both went as Boss called to say that no1 else is helping. So, Ms P, Boss, Boss's maid and myself ended up carrying the stocks and clever me is wearing white shirt which is now greyish in color (that is why I am in office today)!! The 2 stupid lorry guys just sit there and watch the 4 gals moving everything~
After all the hard work, we went around our new office~ nice, clean, wide, not-full-of-stock. Can't wait to settle down~ GGRRRHHH~ Shifting on the 20th. Got to work next weekend!!!

A Piece of News

Despite all the worries and deep thoughts, I finally made my first step of going out with a guy. He is a normal guy, got to know him at work, nothing special, but MAN enough~ kekekeke... The story started like this...
Now, everyone knows that I've join a new company. We actually distribute wooden toys and my first big case is with this formula company (milk powder) and they are looking for premiers for their events. So, they wanted their brand name to be silk screened on our products so, now, I have to deal with this printing company. As it was quite urgent and apparently the boss doesnt like our case as there were some history behind. Innocent me, had to visit the factory really often to check whether stuff are gonna be ready. And I met him...
We talked, smsed, chat on phone, went for 8TV summer concert... As it was real late, I invited him to my place (blocking the eggs from hitting me with both arms). I PROMISE, we just chat and chat (maybe kiss a little) till its time for me to go for art class.
But now there's a major problem that involve my closest friend.... I wonder what should I do? Worse come to worse... should I just give this relationship up?

Vinegar Jar~

I know this sound really really really stupid. Viewed TH's facebook profile and realise that he has lots of pets particularly gals, I know that this is just some game that people play when they are too free. But when I got to see this notice saying that he used a huge amount (though its not real $) to purchase who who who as pet, jealousy filled me. I was consoling myself and tried smiling hard.
Till... This new guy smsed me a real touchy msg. He told me last nite that he will tell me his feeling by smsing me today as he need to aturkan the words, the words sounds familiar, think its from a song. But the moment I was reading it, I cried. God is really having fun, fooling me~

Forwarding.

What do I look for in DVD series? Subtitles of course. I am not a patient person and therefore, I know its not fun, but I will just press on the forward button and look at the fast forwarded pictures and read the subtitles when I watch Korean/Taiwanese drama.
In life. I love jumping into conclusion. I want to be fast, get a friend fast, get into a job fast, get use of everything fast. Sometimes, I feel like having a marriage straight off without having to go trhough relationships, I want to be as fast and competent as my boss at work though I am only here for 1 and a half months, I want to send the stock at the first meeting with potential customers. I always wish that I can fast forward to the 2nd last chapter of my life and just go through the last 2 chapters.
Who knows, maybe this is my second last chapter already~

Long Lost 'Friend'

Due to boringness, I joined English tuition class with my cousins when I was 6. And being the youngest in the class, of coz, they have to bear with my kiddyness and rudeness~ muahahahah~

I was like the King in the class till this guy came in and ruin everything. He would talk back at me, make me feel stupid though i was really stupid etc etc. When we were split into 2 classes to prepare them for their UPSR, I promise myself that I will never want to see him again.

Being a GROWN UP now, I met him in friendster and started a conversation with him, filling up each other about what had happen to us after those farnie quarels had been ended.

Through friendster profile, I found out that we had the same BIRTHDAY~ Isn't that weird and scary? According to Chinese saying (back to being superstitious), when 2 person has the same birth time, conflict will happen and see... its so true~ kekekekeke

Love songs...

Thanks to my colleague that love Ah Mei, I've been listening to her songs for 2 days. Listening to the sad love songs that are singing about the sad or fading love, the fear of getting into relationships came back to me. To me who is waiting for true love to occur, this is what I thought when I was listening to the songs...

"Oh ya, I was like that when I was with TH"
"What a good girl I am to end the relationship smiling, though it was painful"
"That sounds so familiar"
"Shit! If I am to get myself into a relationship, I will need to go through all these again?"
"OK, maybe I am too pessimistic, I should think positive. There is a huge possibility that my next 1 will be a happy 1"
"NO! I do not want this to happen"

Conclusion, to be sure that these will not happen on me again, I shall not get myself into anything that involve love.

Quoted some lines that put me into deep thoughts...

"不能放纵爱你就放过自己"
"我不会为了留你假装可怜兮兮"
"爱情已经过了甜蜜期多说也是无益"
"我恨你最后那一句我爱你"
"爱会让人不自由"
"都怪我 太不争气我恨我爱你"

Superstitious

Was reading a friend's blog and it reminds me of an incident that happened 2 weeks ago. It was a good day. WHY? Nee bought me lunch, and its not normal lunch, we went to Great Eastern Mall for Nyonya food, yummy yum yum~ After that, we discovered that there's a MPH there, so, Books... here we come~ While Nee was busy going through the books, I discovered Lilian Too's Chinese horoscope booklets for year 2009~ (I know, we are still 4 mths away from 2009).
Talking about anual luck, 2008 is suppose to be a good year for my career and a disasterous year for my gambling luck + love luck. And since I just started my new job, I just hope that my careeer luck will continue being superb :p Will not talk about career luck now... just don't wanna jinx it~
After career, health and finance, I flipped to this section where relationship between horoscope was defined. Since I have 2 person in my mine at that time, I went to Ox and Dragon. Suprisingly, both were positive. Relationship between Rat and Ox is harmonious, just like us, while relationship between Rat and Dragon is competitive, JUST LIKE US!!!

Hello, Goodbye~

Another friend leaving for work... Will miss you~

Assumption

Most of the time, what you assume would turn out just WRONG!!!

When to be playful?

Recently, a friend commented that (she thinks) I deserve a better man than the guys that I am thinking of or going out with. Here goes the conversation betweeen her and my spokelady...

C: Why does KT like him? She deserve someone better
J: She is just playing around.
C: But if she wants to play around, shouldn't it be earlier? like highschool time or college time?
J: Well, she is playing around all the time what...
C: ....speechkes...

First of all. I DO NOT PLAY AROUND. I am just choosing and finding the suitable person for myself. Why wasn't I going out with guys when I was in high school? My parents.... Why didn't I go out in college time? I want to concentrate on my studies (my head.... I was going out a lot already). Moreover, I do not go out with guys a lot nowadays... too busy working~~~

To me, I think a person start being playful when he/she finally realise that relationships are not easy and as innocent as how it was thought in the old days when he/she still thinks that LOVE is PURE and Relationships are PERFECT~~ Maybe, it might happen that one day, he/she will realise that LOVE isn't really that bad and there's a bright way to it, then they will settle down. Guess, I'm still at that stage where LOVE is just about bullshitting.

I'm not trying to be rude to those who had found the meaning of LOVE. In fact, lucky you for realizing it so early~~

Fantasy

Recently, my best bestie friend is having some problem while I am still having my day and nite mood swing as usual~ yeah, my mood swing drastically when it reach nite time. NO! I am not Dracula.... Just that, I can switch from a I-CAN-DO-IT gal to a I-NEED-A-SHOULDER-NOW! kinda gal. So, here comes our DREAM (nonsense)....

We shall go back to our nice little cosy hometown, Batu Pahat.

We will work in some company and not expect too much~
We will still travel to Spore or KL to do our monthly shopping.
We will read books (thats why we need our shopping trip, we have only Popular)
We will play golf, squash, tennis... whatever that enable her to wear her super mini skirt
I shall continue my Piano class while she goes for singing class
She will learn dancing while I learn martial art
We will go back to art class~ she will learn sketching while I learn Chinese painting.

Gosh... this is so tempting... so, what is holding us back?
Her: LOVE, Studies, self-expectation, etc.
Me: Career, Freedom, Friends, etc.

BP life is so near but yet so far...

Interesting Life

Yeah, recently, I am busier, compare to my life in Cosmotots. Meeting more people, going to more places, getting lost in KL more often, etc. Being in the second month of my new job, I do doubt my ability sometimes, not because I do not get more accounts, not because my boss is not happy with me... BUT, my boss hasnt confirm me!! and my probation period is suppose to be only a month and it will only be extend if I am not performing well~ So, I decided to ask my boss about it and I e mailed her. Her reply was positive. Guess she has forgotten that there is such thing as probation~ Somemore I mentioned that "I have been working for slightly more than a month" in my mail~ Bah... let's wait till she is not that busy~ That might be the day she retire then.
In the other hand, I have to congratulate myself as I had took the first step to healthier life~ signing up gym~ But I am still going through some dilemma, not knowing whether I should take RM 140 per month for 1 year contract or RM 85 per month for 2 years contract. 4 more days before decision need to be made... Went for body combat class last saturday plus the swimming session I am still having with Gor... my whole body is aching like hell now!!! I think I will break into parts later in fly wheel class~ Gosh~

Alone

Besides office hours, I do not know what am I doing the rest of the time...
Time, activities, people to meet, ways to treat ppl.... Everythings a mess~~

My Toy House

Hey, this is my new blog....
http://mytoyhouse123.blogspot.com/
Of coz, my personal blog will still go on, but this is my new e shop~
Have fun visiting and shopping...

End of another Chapter

Tomorrow will be the first day of my job-changing-break. Don't worry, I've had my time planned already starting with... Be a Good Daughter, to have 2 days tagging along with my parents while they are working (hope they'll buy me nice lunch). Then, There'll be a 3 days trip to the city with people that I do not really like.... Singapore, but since I am meeting my friend and its partly a business trip (Yeah, I already am starting working)! Another 1 day tagging along with whoever in BP. Back to KL and head off to Macau & Hong Kong~~~ I really look forward to shopping there.... BUT, let's not think so much first, there's this jinx about my shopping trip, and I should not imagine lots of stuff and have a better than great time.... just in case...
But before all those nice things that are going to happen, I'll need to go for art class for a 2 hours class.... Hope my student can do well today~ And hopefully, they turn up~

Job = Life

1st year Aniversary of my job in Cosmotots is up... yea, and finally, I think I am going to change job and find a career... Good luck to me...

The Little Mermaid

Was labelling books for my work place... No, I am not a librarian, but a mentor who need to do everything since this is a new centre. So, I had this book "The Little Mermaid" in my hand and Yeah, I LOVE this story loads... Unlike other disney princess, she is real brave. She didn't need her prince to kiss her to get her back to life. She didn't need him to kiss him in order to break the sleeping spell. She didn't need her prince to come to her house with the glass slipper so that she can stop being a maid. She didn't need to trade herself for the freedom of her father and then be the beast's property., ok, maybe Beauty is quite brave also... But still, I LOVE Ariel who is always wanting more for herself and work hard for what she keen for.

Social skill

Went out with my college mates 2 days ago but all I did was, being quiet~ I did not do it on purpose just that I do not really know what to talk about, maybe I am sick of finding topic as I need to do that everyday for my job, talking to kids~ or, my PR is more on kids nowadays and topics that I can think of is rather kiddy~ OMG!!! Maybe I should brush up my PR by changing my job~ kekekek...

Well, these days, I am rather haunted by one of my friend's complain about me being self-centered and contact ppl who I like only. At first, I do doubt myself being a gal like that (gals that I dislike and definitely hate it if I am 1 of them). But, I realise I am not actually like that... not finding excuses to cover myself, but I AM NOT LIKE THAT~~ I am worse, I dont even contact ppl that I actually have feeling enough~ I fall for the same guy again recently, but I contacted him only when I am free like, on some weekends and the 4th day of CNY (and he said I contact him too much already, see, its not my fault, I influenced by this kinda ppl). And also, I do not reply my ex-bf's msges in friendster as often as i used to though i still love him loads (as a friend). Don't tell me I do not love my parents, but I do not contact them if they do not take the initiative of calling me. And my best friend, I don't mind not contacting her for a year now (i think) knowing that we will still be in each others heart and mind, and lets not forget my ah kor and SK who swim with me, think in this case, I am lucky you guys always think of me (or the swimming pool), at least I still have you and the activity that connect us and save me from being a complete loner.

Conclusion, I do not contact only those ppl who I like (have feeling towards), but I basically contact others only when I am free.

Is THAT normal?? I thought it is... cause my friends contact me when they are free too but if its not normal and I am to start contacting everyone, guess ppl will notice that I am faking it and yeah, thats not me and guess it will be real tiring~ If that will suck up my life, well, I shall say sorry to myself then~

Status

Sometimes when two person get close and friendly, guesses come into mind, thinking, what are this counted as, normal friends, more-than-normal friends, good friends, sth more than good friends, 'ai4 mei4', potential lovers, etc etc. Being semi sensitive, I will tend to read between lines and start interpretating. I used to be someone who will confront and ask for a clear question... but now, well, i am very timid... always afraid of losing friends~ I really wish that I do not have feeling... towards anyone or anything...

爱是不是不开口才珍贵~~

Deep thoughts...

Holiday...

yeah, I had 10 whole days of holidays and I had spent it in my hometown, Batu Pahat, missed both x'mas and new year countdown as I have curfew and the miss if the luck but I thought I did sth romantic that was not seem to be appreciated... BUt in this ten days, there are things that happened between my friends and I that made me think even more (thought ppl keep telling me that I already think too much)! Well, thats life isn't it? we are born with brains and heart not without reasons~