My weekends~

Ever since I started working, weekdays seems pass very fast and weekends are more enjoyable~ for the pass few weekends, I spent time with my cousin, coll frens and most of the time we ended up in malls.

But last weekend, I planned sth different, I was thinking of spending my saturday at home, rest and relax... So, on saturday morning, after waking up at 7am again, I laze on my bed till 9+, watched tv, chatted with cousin, and by 2pm, I became bored... called my bro and gratefully, he filled up my time~

We went to OUG to get his hair dyed and being a 60% shopaholic, I bought myself a scalp treatment. Then, we went to this DAP fund rasing dinner. That was my first time attending political function and it certainly was 'interesting' with people shouting to the mic and us sitting very near to the speaker. From the second we get out of the car until the time that we enter the car, there wasnt a slot when there are no speech.

Sunday was a well-planned day, had breakfast with bro and her mum and I chatted with the mum about astro senior-singing contest that she went all the way to Genting Highland to watch and me watching the repeat on astro. Then, we headed to The Curve and since its still early, we went to the flee market~ bought nth since I am officially broke~

Lunch was interesting~ never had a meal with so many leng zhai before, but since I am one of the out group, I was quite quiet~

At 6.30, jase, eric, sotong zhai, zach, bro and me went for Pirates in Cineleisure and happy to say that they have nice seats and I nearly fell asleep~ The movie was ok for me since I set low standard for movies and as usual, I cried~ After that, we had KFC... and the new set plate with rice is really disappointing. After everything, I sent bro back to his 'kampung'~ being an independent young lady, I was not scare nor worry eventhough I need to drive back alone in the darK~ the trick is, dun look at the mirrors when u know that there are not headlights from the back~

L.O.V.E

林稷安&程于伦-我一直都在

遥望着你背影
有孤单太苍白
我多么想陪着你
走过人山人海
当天空变灰白
你的忧伤澎湃
我多么想走进你
紧锁的心海
我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你希望你快乐
你的难过都给我
关于你的一切我都
好好收藏着
我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天能感觉到我
就算我在你世界
渺小像一颗尘埃
我也会给你我所有的光和热
林稷安&程于伦-我一直都在
当天空变灰白
你的忧伤澎湃
我多么想走进你
紧锁的心海
我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你希望你快乐
你的难过都给我
关于你的一切我都
好好收藏着
我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天能感觉到我
就算我在你世界
渺小像一颗尘埃
我也会给你我所有的光和热
我鼓起勇气呐喊
你要听得见
我不许你再孤单
要你拥抱我给的温暖
我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你希望你快乐
你的难过都给我
关于你的一切我都
好好收藏着
我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天能感觉到我
就算我在你世界
渺小像一颗尘埃
我也会给你我所有的光和热

While listening to this song, old memories came back to me~ The first guy that I liked and dint mind spending my time and effort helping with his assignment and work, My first BF who I had for only 2 months after great effort of getting him from another girl and feeling guilty till today for being a bf snatcher, and my second bf who I felt safe with but not passionated. And the weird guy who claimed that I am someone who prefer to love my other half more than he love me to having someone who will love me with his whole heart but I do not love. We've only know each other for less than 3 months and contacted each other less than 5 times, I always label him as a playboy who only know sweet talk but do not really know what is deep in a gals thought and yet he said something so true~
I want to sing the song above to someone, but that person does not exist...

Tank-专属天使（片尾曲）
好音乐尽在搜听：www.souting.com
我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
Tank-专属天使（片尾曲）
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
wo要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
oh绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

I know someone who cry after listening to this song, and since the song is out, almost all of my friend who listen to mandarin songs recommended this song to me and they said its very touchy... after listening to it, I did feel like crying, but not because its touchy, not because I feel sad for the lyrics, but... I feel sad that I cant really feel the sadness in it. Maybe its a good thing that I do not have to worry about having the one I love being snatched, but the fact is, I do not have someone to be snatched from me that will make me weep or go crazy~ my first crush had a gf but I felt nothing that time eventhough I thought I really LOVE him. My second bf got another gf after I broke up with him, I felt sad for losing a companion and that lasted for only 2 days. I had not sorrow when my first ex bf said that he wants to get a new gf a few weeks ago, and I felt nothing.

Somtimes, I rather wish that I am deep in love with someone who hates me than having thinking myself as someone who do not have LOVE in me~

My current life~

There's sth wrong with my computer that I could not get online~ sigh~ another reformat to go... Life have been so different, I used to be someone who is always in front of my lap top, blogging, reading other's blog, check friendster, check mail and chat with my friends. Now that I am working from 8.45am -6.30pm, all I do when I get home everyday will be, shower, have dinner, set alarm clock, and sleep.
Time flies, I'd been working for 3 weeks already~ thinking back, the time when I was preparing for my exam, then, I had my exam, 2 weeks back in Batu Pahat, the first day of work, the first weekend when I finally broke down and cried in the phone, the second week of wok when I already got use to my job, and now when I realise that all I've learnt at work is far less than what I learnt in college, I feel sorry for myself. The politics, the management and the way the job is to be done is quite a disappointment. Eventhough I am someone who is really lazy and afraid of changing my life, I've made up my mind that I will only work there for a year, the most.
For those who feel sorry for me or worry about my current life, stop worrying, there are still something I enjoy doing at work, that is, to have fun with the kids. They are so cute that I sometimes wish that they are my own kids... I have:-

D.W. -- who is so cute and farnie, especially when he came to me on Tuesday saying "Auntie Kai Ting, what happen to Hansel and Gretel at the end of the story? (I told them part 1 of the story on Friday and continued on Monday but he was absent due to flu.)

S.C. -- who told D.W. the story but with everything messed up and he made his effort to finish the story even when he has difficulty in expressing himself~

L.X & J.X. -- the family friends who treat each other as bf and gf, they are so cute playing together and became upset when I seat them apart.

J.W. -- who is always stressed by peer pressure~ I am really happy to see his improvement in socializing instead of the J.W. that I had on the third day of work when he was so stressed up when he could not remember the story and start banging his head on the table. (my heart ache so badly when I saw that and I nearly cry as I was really stressed at that time too)

H.K. -- who is only 5 years plus when everyone else in the class are 7 years old. blur and slow but making effort trying his best.

Gosh~ they are all so cute and the other kids who can be really naughty and playful or quiet and not participative, if it isnt the management, I guess I'll enjoy the job even more~

My last allowance~

Since the day I came to KL to study, I had been living on my monthly allowance of RM_00, some says that is it too little but for me, it is just nice. Enough for my food, petrol, textbooks, body care and shopping.
This is most probably the last month that I receive my monthly allowance from my parents since I am already working. Eventhough my pay isnt really high, but at least, I should start my saving and contribution to this house that I am living in.
BUT, I dont think I am able to survive until the last day of this month without asking for more~ I think I've spent too much on my retail therapy last week.... HELP!!! Cant wait until my first pay come.

New life~

Since the first week of work, I had not contact any of my friend back in BP, especially Cia and Nee~ Sometimes, when I pick up the phone, I thought, call, then? call, so? call, we will not be meeting up any sooner anyway~ then, I put down the phone.
Frankly speaking, I miss my hometown, my friends, my college, and family. But I do not feel like making any effort visiting any of them. All I want to do is to get use to my new life, new job, and new friends, maybe I should use a couple of months to settle with all these first, then I'll be able to make a visit home in peace.
OMG, I am really having my new life... New clothes, new number, new blog, new e mail address, new car, new home, NEW LIFE~~~

Second week of work~

I've been working for 2 weeks, the first week was like hell but now, I am more used to it already. So, less shopping this weekend, or else, I will be stress by not having enough money for survival at the end of the month.
Oh ya, I did not post anything for this whole week is not because I am lazy or I do not have any time for myself... Its just that... I forgot my password and google was sort of down that I could not check or reset my password...
OH NO~~~ I couldn't think of anything to write~ I should sleep~ nite

A nice weekend~

This is the best weekend I had since.... long long long long time ago~ since I was really stressed out for the week, the retail therapy is really doing its job~ Lets start with saturday...

Cousin was too tired to go yoga, so we went out early to have breakfast, Pan mee!! yum yum~ then, we send her sis to work, and then her friends' new restaurant, it was really nice with chinese theme and cheaper-than-other-hong-kong-restaurant food. Then, lunch with YL, Ashley, and YY at Chatterbox @ Bangsar Village. then..... Shopping!!! we went out of Bangsar Village II and there it was, Jln Telawi II, I went to shops that I never know Big Black Book, Mooie, Cat Whiskers, etc. bought 2 tops and they are really some bargain~ I had never get anything that worth it b4. I always think that those boutique in Bangsar must be charging extra, but, obviously, I am wrong. Then, I went to MV with cousin, had dinner, then went home, watch DVD with my cousin. It was quite a weird show named 'stranger than fiction'... interesting~~

Then, Its Sunday, Had breakfast with cousin--- Mamak Food, Yum Yum~ then I brought my cousin to Telawi II since I promised her to bring her after she saw my buying the day before. tah dah~ I bought one more top from this shop named 'oppsie daisie' and it was really nice~ Then, another top from Island shop @ Bangsar Village II~ Oh no, I will be so broke after this week if I still continue buying like this~ The interesting part of my weekend stop here, after that, I was busy cleaning the house and now, my back ache like hell~ I need a nice spa treat~~~

THe first entry of my second BLOG~

I had an older blog http://jannkt.spaces.live.com/ , but since my friends were complaining that they could not leave me comments just because they are not registered as myspace's user I created THIS. In the other hand, there are some people who prohibit people other than blogspot users from leaving comments in their blog just to prevent ads from flooding their comment box, so I got no choice but register myself as blogspot user... heez~ I am thinking really hard whether I should ignore myspace at all and start investing in this~
See, this is what happen when people put friends ahead of them~~~ my friend who roar, be grateful that u have me as ur friend ya.....