Went back to my high school last weekend and teachers had been asking me about BFs... Went out with my colleagues last nite and they were discussing about guys that we are looking for... One of them will like to have a bald and quiet, aged under 35 boyfriend, the other wants a cute, aged under 30 boyfriend... Since I was too lazy to think about boyfriends and had already give up on looking for one, I told them that all I want is a rich bf and to support my statement, I told them about my rich ex-bfs and said that I want to maintain at least that standard.
after 24 hours, which is now, I realise that I was saying that I am a hollow+shallow+materialistic person~ so, have to straighten my point here now by giving u a list of characteristics that I am looking for in a guy... or a girl.... hahahahaha~~~
Rich : Actually I dont mind if I have to stay with his parents after we got married, as long as they have a maid and I dont have to wash and cook for the whole family nor myself...
Age : I would prefer someone who is around 30 as someone who is 30 should be stable in their work meaning, no long distance relationship...
Look : As long as not yucky.... preferably taller than me, not too fat... 160+cm 70kg is acceptable
Personality : Able to make decisions but also respect my decisions at times/when I want to make 1; caring but one must not over do it; likable--> no attitude problems etc.
OK, this is exhausting.... its difficult to think about this and actually write it out in words since I am not really looking for one... I am too lazy... and too timid... to get into a relationship, get hurt and cry, get crazy when sth sweet happen, etc....
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Destress sessions
Since last weekend, I had been feeling stress of having to work in a new environment and not working with my former colleagues anymore~ On Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday, I had been crying in my car when I was driving to work in the mornings as I really miss the people in my old working place and I feel stress having to work with certain people~
There's no doubt that I like to work with kids and friendly colleagues but certainly not with people who I need to watch out all the time and crack my head trying to think of ways to protect myself~ It was really exhausting and stressing that I could finally not take it anymore and splash everything to my ex-colleague who I got close only a few weeks ago~ I cried in the phone (which I did not plan to...) but thanks JW for being there for me when I was down and alone... I felt better after listening to her motivating words...
After 5 days of working with kids and protecting myself plus trying to fight back at times, I am really exhausted but happily, I head of to Sunway Pyramid for dinner with my ex colleagues, JC,SU, and JW~ had a big bowl of tom yum kung, Brownies of the days with a scoop of ice cream and some fries, chat with them and tah dah~ I found another pal who got bullied by and finally dislike (her) the same person~ Realizing that we have the same enemy really bond us well~ kekekeke!!!
After dinner, we head of to a club which is within walking distance. Did not plan to do so but since JW is going there, I needed to destress and JW wanted to intro some guy to JC, we head of with out working attire~ But then, JC and SU who did not feel right with their attire decided to leave at 10.30pm ...
These are what we were wearing to the CLUB!!!
p/s: Really hope that we can do this more often as I think I really need to destress....
There's no doubt that I like to work with kids and friendly colleagues but certainly not with people who I need to watch out all the time and crack my head trying to think of ways to protect myself~ It was really exhausting and stressing that I could finally not take it anymore and splash everything to my ex-colleague who I got close only a few weeks ago~ I cried in the phone (which I did not plan to...) but thanks JW for being there for me when I was down and alone... I felt better after listening to her motivating words...
After 5 days of working with kids and protecting myself plus trying to fight back at times, I am really exhausted but happily, I head of to Sunway Pyramid for dinner with my ex colleagues, JC,SU, and JW~ had a big bowl of tom yum kung, Brownies of the days with a scoop of ice cream and some fries, chat with them and tah dah~ I found another pal who got bullied by and finally dislike (her) the same person~ Realizing that we have the same enemy really bond us well~ kekekeke!!!
After dinner, we head of to a club which is within walking distance. Did not plan to do so but since JW is going there, I needed to destress and JW wanted to intro some guy to JC, we head of with out working attire~ But then, JC and SU who did not feel right with their attire decided to leave at 10.30pm ...
These are what we were wearing to the CLUB!!!p/s: Really hope that we can do this more often as I think I really need to destress....
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Farewell Party...
Photoshop!!!!!!
Uncle Zaki and Auntie Kai Ting
Joe Wen the Chinese & Kai Ting the Malay (going to cry very soon!!)
DU Mentors!!
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Farewells
Friday was my last day of my training in Damansara Utama and from Monday onwards, I will be on duty in Bukit Jalil Chapter~ Unfortunately, I had to take 1/2 day leave to go back to my hometown for some birthday celebration therefore were not able to spend my last full day with my colleagues, especially the one (JW) who I had just realise the fast-building-bond in us. After morning class, I marked my students' books, tidy up my table, put back the story books on the shelves, hand in my attendance lists to my senior and lastly, wrote my lesson report, one of them insisted that we must take picture before I go off eventhough I had already told them that I cant make it cause I am very very very sure that I WILL CRY~~ And I need to leave before USJ people come in for training...
Then, there goes the photo session~ before the camera was ready, one of my senior took out her phone and asked my colleague to take a pic of us and yeah, I am sure I have red eyes in that pic~ then, the crazy photo session and then, cards and book marks giving session, THEN... hugging session that I really controlled myself a lot from bursting into tears~ After that, I went to my car and started crying~ (I am really a loser when it come to saying goodbyes). While driving, I read the words written on the card by all my colleagues, and also, a short letter from JW~ my crying session lasted from DU NKVE till USJ exit~~ :p
After all the crying and driving, I got really tired and nearly doze off while driving... Phew~ Thank God I am still blogging here~ The birthday celebration went well, but I was too tired to entertain anyone and yeah, at times like this, I really cant take any teasing and sarcasism... Sigh~ guess there are only a few who will understand how my last week in DU was like~ being emotional and busy~
Then, there goes the photo session~ before the camera was ready, one of my senior took out her phone and asked my colleague to take a pic of us and yeah, I am sure I have red eyes in that pic~ then, the crazy photo session and then, cards and book marks giving session, THEN... hugging session that I really controlled myself a lot from bursting into tears~ After that, I went to my car and started crying~ (I am really a loser when it come to saying goodbyes). While driving, I read the words written on the card by all my colleagues, and also, a short letter from JW~ my crying session lasted from DU NKVE till USJ exit~~ :p
After all the crying and driving, I got really tired and nearly doze off while driving... Phew~ Thank God I am still blogging here~ The birthday celebration went well, but I was too tired to entertain anyone and yeah, at times like this, I really cant take any teasing and sarcasism... Sigh~ guess there are only a few who will understand how my last week in DU was like~ being emotional and busy~
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
At Work...
After this week, I will be working in Bukit Jalil and today is my last day seeing some of my colleagues at work since I am on half day leave on Friday while my USJ colleagues only come over to DU on Wednesdays and Fridays' afternoons for trainning...
Kristy's staircase is just too nice for picture taking~
Auntie Kai Ting, Auntie Joe Wen and Auntie Ee @ Kristy's buffet
Cute Senior Mentors... Nondo's @ work
Today, we were rushing, transfering all the pictures that we took before and on Kristy's (one of my colleague/ my senior mentor) wedding. Had lunch together between working hours for the last time and before they leave for USJ, I hugged 2 of my colleagues who I am very close with and yeah, being a cry baby, I nearly cry...
Jane, Marilyn, Kristy the bride and Kai Ting
The purple group....
Colleagues with Kristy and Sherman after dinner
To make sure we know about each other still, I help MA, another senior of mine to create a friendster account... And I found out that Friendster system is really terror.... Once she click on Malaysia in Country column, all the state names was loaded and once she clicked on Selangor, all the Kampung names came out.... And we had never heard of all those Kampung names....
Sunday, July 8, 2007
Wedding dinner...
First time being invite as an individual to a wedding dinner, and who's the lucky couple??? kekekek... Yeah, they are my senior, Kristy and her darling, Sharman and guess what? They had been together for 10 years... 10 years is definitely a long period of time and guess they will have a happy marriage since they should have a strong relationship! Best wishes to them...
Ok, talking about the wedding dinner... as I remember, that was around my 3rd week of work when she informed me that she is inviting me instead of other mentor since we are closer as she was senior mentoring me... and yeah, there's a theme color and that's PURPLE... being a low profile person, I do not really have any formal dress with such uncommon color, and therefore, I HAD TO shop for it and I was more than glad to do that for her~ Got a purple tube dress and I do like it...
As a group of lovey colleague, we brought a really nice photo album and each of us had our blessing on sheets of A4 colored paper and there, we performed our creativity... and that photo album ended up having all our blessing for lovely Kristy~ and the nite before the wedding, we handed it to her and watched her scanning tru the album. There was a buffet dinner in her house and yeah, we dressed up, most of us wearing dresses and skirts to work since we are heading straight to her house rite after work~ guess the kids were wondering, why are these aunties dressing all up...
On Saturday, 07-07-07, I met some of my colleague in Bangsar so that if we got lost on our way to the dinner place, we get lost together in 1 car... and there was a big suprise when we just reach there... when we were heading the washroom, we saw this gal at the door of a nice room and THAT'S THE BRIDE... and she was definitely gorgeous with that really nice gown~ and of coz, we did not miss the chance of taking pictures with her in her grooming room...
The meal started around 8++ and ended around 11pm... I was seated with only 2 of my colleague while all the others were at the next table and my other sweet senior 'kidnapped' me to her table since 3 of the people will not be coming~ The grand entrance of the newly wed were touchy of coz, with the nice music as back ground... and the second entrance was even better with the bride wearing a nice cheong sam hand made by her mother in law and with the accompany of 2 lion dance, 2 rows of brother (heng dai) and sisters (ji mui) with the ji mui wearing shocking pink dresses of same material but different design of tailor made dresses... 12 sets of them~ before the toast, the bestman and bridemaid gave their wishes, and presented this video clips they compiled with all the friends' blessings and the couple gave a toast with tears.... Another touchy thing was the video clip that they showed before the food were served and the grand entrance of the couple. it consist of baby pictures, how they got together and the proposal made by the groom to the bride last November~ that was so sweet......
The nite ended with another camera session with the bride.... shall upload the pictures real soon...
Ok, talking about the wedding dinner... as I remember, that was around my 3rd week of work when she informed me that she is inviting me instead of other mentor since we are closer as she was senior mentoring me... and yeah, there's a theme color and that's PURPLE... being a low profile person, I do not really have any formal dress with such uncommon color, and therefore, I HAD TO shop for it and I was more than glad to do that for her~ Got a purple tube dress and I do like it...
As a group of lovey colleague, we brought a really nice photo album and each of us had our blessing on sheets of A4 colored paper and there, we performed our creativity... and that photo album ended up having all our blessing for lovely Kristy~ and the nite before the wedding, we handed it to her and watched her scanning tru the album. There was a buffet dinner in her house and yeah, we dressed up, most of us wearing dresses and skirts to work since we are heading straight to her house rite after work~ guess the kids were wondering, why are these aunties dressing all up...
On Saturday, 07-07-07, I met some of my colleague in Bangsar so that if we got lost on our way to the dinner place, we get lost together in 1 car... and there was a big suprise when we just reach there... when we were heading the washroom, we saw this gal at the door of a nice room and THAT'S THE BRIDE... and she was definitely gorgeous with that really nice gown~ and of coz, we did not miss the chance of taking pictures with her in her grooming room...
The meal started around 8++ and ended around 11pm... I was seated with only 2 of my colleague while all the others were at the next table and my other sweet senior 'kidnapped' me to her table since 3 of the people will not be coming~ The grand entrance of the newly wed were touchy of coz, with the nice music as back ground... and the second entrance was even better with the bride wearing a nice cheong sam hand made by her mother in law and with the accompany of 2 lion dance, 2 rows of brother (heng dai) and sisters (ji mui) with the ji mui wearing shocking pink dresses of same material but different design of tailor made dresses... 12 sets of them~ before the toast, the bestman and bridemaid gave their wishes, and presented this video clips they compiled with all the friends' blessings and the couple gave a toast with tears.... Another touchy thing was the video clip that they showed before the food were served and the grand entrance of the couple. it consist of baby pictures, how they got together and the proposal made by the groom to the bride last November~ that was so sweet......
The nite ended with another camera session with the bride.... shall upload the pictures real soon...
Sunday, July 1, 2007
My PR...
seems like its not too good...
1) I don't really like it when my colleague commented about my style of handling the classes when she never even seen me in the class, though its a compliment (being patient), I still feel weird... I never complain about my kids infront of others doesn;t mean that I can handle difficult kids and therefore I should be given most of the difficult kids... and my senior mentor is suppose to be the person who decide who should get which class, not her~~~ But since she is the one who will continue working with me after my trainning in the headquater~ how am I suppose to go well with someone like this for long??? HELP~
2) A simple sentence such as "so what is your plan" from me can lead to lots and lots of conflicts that ruin friendship and also, I am labeled as someone who doesn't welcome ppl to my place for short stay and complain a lot... For god's sake~ of coz I need to know your plan when its different from what I know since the last time you planned... Though I am one of the owner of the house... my mum still check on my cousins and brother.... At least I need to know how to answer when she starts questioning me...
3) I seldom contact my hometown friends anymore....
Thank God I can only think of this 3... not too bad actually~
1) I don't really like it when my colleague commented about my style of handling the classes when she never even seen me in the class, though its a compliment (being patient), I still feel weird... I never complain about my kids infront of others doesn;t mean that I can handle difficult kids and therefore I should be given most of the difficult kids... and my senior mentor is suppose to be the person who decide who should get which class, not her~~~ But since she is the one who will continue working with me after my trainning in the headquater~ how am I suppose to go well with someone like this for long??? HELP~
2) A simple sentence such as "so what is your plan" from me can lead to lots and lots of conflicts that ruin friendship and also, I am labeled as someone who doesn't welcome ppl to my place for short stay and complain a lot... For god's sake~ of coz I need to know your plan when its different from what I know since the last time you planned... Though I am one of the owner of the house... my mum still check on my cousins and brother.... At least I need to know how to answer when she starts questioning me...
3) I seldom contact my hometown friends anymore....
Thank God I can only think of this 3... not too bad actually~
Dessert nites..
Not very sure since when, I started spending most of my Saturday evening waiting for Jie to come back from office, and go out for dinner together~ and to end out nite outing, we (I) often choose some tong sui place for a chat (more of me talking and Jie listening)~ Its rather pathetic according to my colleague since I am still single and young... Maybe I should be wearing sth sexy/bitchy and do club hopping~
Last nite was different, we did not plan for any outing and I since I am going to this BBQ party in cousin's granny house, we did not even call each other~ but at the very last minute (8pm), Jie called and since Jie had nth to do and there's no1 besides me at that area, Jie decided to ask me out for a drink~ my first choice was Secret Recipe, then Mamak... and finally, we ended up in this dessert shop in Bukit Jalil~ Ordered Gui Ling Gou, Boiled Almond with Fungus and Chinese Pear, Black Sesame paste and Porridge for Jie. Oh ya, since Jie's mum was late, we ordered steamed egg which is quite yummy...
Besides eating and chatting, of coz, we check on other people in that place... Last week, two gay guys were looking at me with special intention we concluded~ maybe they just need a gal fren... and last nite~ once I walked in the shop... I offered Jie the seat that is facing two guys after I noticed sth about them but being a dessert lover, I snatched the menu and started ordering and the farniest moment of the nite happened after we ordered our food...
Me : oppss... they are gone dee...
Jie : What?
Me : oh... no lar~ that two....
Jie : Yeah (grinned)
Me : Yeah (thinking.... should I be happy or sad about the "talent" I have)
Sigh~ there's so much fun... cant wait till our next dessert day come... but since I am going for a wedding dinner on coming saturday~ and going back to Bp the next week.... guess I will miss lots of tong sui and dessert~ Well~ guess I need some time for a rest before I get diabetise also...
Last nite was different, we did not plan for any outing and I since I am going to this BBQ party in cousin's granny house, we did not even call each other~ but at the very last minute (8pm), Jie called and since Jie had nth to do and there's no1 besides me at that area, Jie decided to ask me out for a drink~ my first choice was Secret Recipe, then Mamak... and finally, we ended up in this dessert shop in Bukit Jalil~ Ordered Gui Ling Gou, Boiled Almond with Fungus and Chinese Pear, Black Sesame paste and Porridge for Jie. Oh ya, since Jie's mum was late, we ordered steamed egg which is quite yummy...
Besides eating and chatting, of coz, we check on other people in that place... Last week, two gay guys were looking at me with special intention we concluded~ maybe they just need a gal fren... and last nite~ once I walked in the shop... I offered Jie the seat that is facing two guys after I noticed sth about them but being a dessert lover, I snatched the menu and started ordering and the farniest moment of the nite happened after we ordered our food...
Me : oppss... they are gone dee...
Jie : What?
Me : oh... no lar~ that two....
Jie : Yeah (grinned)
Me : Yeah (thinking.... should I be happy or sad about the "talent" I have)
Sigh~ there's so much fun... cant wait till our next dessert day come... but since I am going for a wedding dinner on coming saturday~ and going back to Bp the next week.... guess I will miss lots of tong sui and dessert~ Well~ guess I need some time for a rest before I get diabetise also...
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