Interesting Life

Yeah, recently, I am busier, compare to my life in Cosmotots. Meeting more people, going to more places, getting lost in KL more often, etc. Being in the second month of my new job, I do doubt my ability sometimes, not because I do not get more accounts, not because my boss is not happy with me... BUT, my boss hasnt confirm me!! and my probation period is suppose to be only a month and it will only be extend if I am not performing well~ So, I decided to ask my boss about it and I e mailed her. Her reply was positive. Guess she has forgotten that there is such thing as probation~ Somemore I mentioned that "I have been working for slightly more than a month" in my mail~ Bah... let's wait till she is not that busy~ That might be the day she retire then.
In the other hand, I have to congratulate myself as I had took the first step to healthier life~ signing up gym~ But I am still going through some dilemma, not knowing whether I should take RM 140 per month for 1 year contract or RM 85 per month for 2 years contract. 4 more days before decision need to be made... Went for body combat class last saturday plus the swimming session I am still having with Gor... my whole body is aching like hell now!!! I think I will break into parts later in fly wheel class~ Gosh~

Alone

Besides office hours, I do not know what am I doing the rest of the time...
Time, activities, people to meet, ways to treat ppl.... Everythings a mess~~

My Toy House

Hey, this is my new blog....
http://mytoyhouse123.blogspot.com/
Of coz, my personal blog will still go on, but this is my new e shop~
Have fun visiting and shopping...

End of another Chapter

Tomorrow will be the first day of my job-changing-break. Don't worry, I've had my time planned already starting with... Be a Good Daughter, to have 2 days tagging along with my parents while they are working (hope they'll buy me nice lunch). Then, There'll be a 3 days trip to the city with people that I do not really like.... Singapore, but since I am meeting my friend and its partly a business trip (Yeah, I already am starting working)! Another 1 day tagging along with whoever in BP. Back to KL and head off to Macau & Hong Kong~~~ I really look forward to shopping there.... BUT, let's not think so much first, there's this jinx about my shopping trip, and I should not imagine lots of stuff and have a better than great time.... just in case...
But before all those nice things that are going to happen, I'll need to go for art class for a 2 hours class.... Hope my student can do well today~ And hopefully, they turn up~

Job = Life

1st year Aniversary of my job in Cosmotots is up... yea, and finally, I think I am going to change job and find a career... Good luck to me...

The Little Mermaid

Was labelling books for my work place... No, I am not a librarian, but a mentor who need to do everything since this is a new centre. So, I had this book "The Little Mermaid" in my hand and Yeah, I LOVE this story loads... Unlike other disney princess, she is real brave. She didn't need her prince to kiss her to get her back to life. She didn't need him to kiss him in order to break the sleeping spell. She didn't need her prince to come to her house with the glass slipper so that she can stop being a maid. She didn't need to trade herself for the freedom of her father and then be the beast's property., ok, maybe Beauty is quite brave also... But still, I LOVE Ariel who is always wanting more for herself and work hard for what she keen for.

Social skill

Went out with my college mates 2 days ago but all I did was, being quiet~ I did not do it on purpose just that I do not really know what to talk about, maybe I am sick of finding topic as I need to do that everyday for my job, talking to kids~ or, my PR is more on kids nowadays and topics that I can think of is rather kiddy~ OMG!!! Maybe I should brush up my PR by changing my job~ kekekek...

Well, these days, I am rather haunted by one of my friend's complain about me being self-centered and contact ppl who I like only. At first, I do doubt myself being a gal like that (gals that I dislike and definitely hate it if I am 1 of them). But, I realise I am not actually like that... not finding excuses to cover myself, but I AM NOT LIKE THAT~~ I am worse, I dont even contact ppl that I actually have feeling enough~ I fall for the same guy again recently, but I contacted him only when I am free like, on some weekends and the 4th day of CNY (and he said I contact him too much already, see, its not my fault, I influenced by this kinda ppl). And also, I do not reply my ex-bf's msges in friendster as often as i used to though i still love him loads (as a friend). Don't tell me I do not love my parents, but I do not contact them if they do not take the initiative of calling me. And my best friend, I don't mind not contacting her for a year now (i think) knowing that we will still be in each others heart and mind, and lets not forget my ah kor and SK who swim with me, think in this case, I am lucky you guys always think of me (or the swimming pool), at least I still have you and the activity that connect us and save me from being a complete loner.

Conclusion, I do not contact only those ppl who I like (have feeling towards), but I basically contact others only when I am free.

Is THAT normal?? I thought it is... cause my friends contact me when they are free too but if its not normal and I am to start contacting everyone, guess ppl will notice that I am faking it and yeah, thats not me and guess it will be real tiring~ If that will suck up my life, well, I shall say sorry to myself then~