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Sometimes when two person get close and friendly, guesses come into mind, thinking, what are this counted as, normal friends, more-than-normal friends, good friends, sth more than good friends, 'ai4 mei4', potential lovers, etc etc. Being semi sensitive, I will tend to read between lines and start interpretating. I used to be someone who will confront and ask for a clear question... but now, well, i am very timid... always afraid of losing friends~ I really wish that I do not have feeling... towards anyone or anything...

爱是不是不开口才珍贵~~

Deep thoughts...

Holiday...

yeah, I had 10 whole days of holidays and I had spent it in my hometown, Batu Pahat, missed both x'mas and new year countdown as I have curfew and the miss if the luck but I thought I did sth romantic that was not seem to be appreciated... BUt in this ten days, there are things that happened between my friends and I that made me think even more (thought ppl keep telling me that I already think too much)! Well, thats life isn't it? we are born with brains and heart not without reasons~

It is just another bad day~

1. woke up at 7.42 when I am suppose to wake up at 7 and start work at 8.30
2. hurt by a stapler bullet (and it bleed)
3. had a little conflict with one of my best friend but controllable
4. bought a packet of rice that look delicious but not very delicious in the end
5. got the bad news that 2 of my kids are on leave on friday and will not be able to perform a play which we had been practising since a month ago
6. have to wait in front of the car while the cleaner was cleaning my car at 8.15 and mid valley is not 24 hours
7. there was a long queue at the box office
8. there was a long queue at the atm
9. I have only 16.xx in my account
10. There isn't any Hong Leong atm
11. withdrawl is insufficient at Mayban atm using Hong Leong atm card

Should I feel glad that it has not reach a dozen??
tomorrow shall be a better day.

12. my friend just reminded me that I had missed last nite's GHOST WHISPERER...........

Since about 2 years ago, I got to know this guy who is known as a playboy by most people that know him. After being advised by number of people, I become rather careful when I am conversing or communicating with him. But due to my slow working mind, all I did was to regret of not replying in a better way. 对着空气还击着你的问题~ To make sure that I will not jump into the trap, I try my best to ignore him and try not let myself fall into his sweet sweet trap that involve lots of sweet talk and techniques(not sexual)推辞每次真实的相聚, 沾沾自喜拒绝的魅力, but well, we still go out once or twice for drinks and everytime when we are out alone, I feel like going home or to hang out with other friends. 我也许喜欢想像你, 多于得到你

But well, accident happens... we went out again one nite, and after some talking and his sweet talk, we agreed to get together for a try since he has commitment phobic after his 4 year relationship with a controlling galfriend and since I do not believe in relationships after both my relationships which are very different but still doesnt work well. 那天你眼神泄漏孩子气 我偷偷下定给你幸福的决定That whole day, I was figuring whether that relationship is worth a try or not and the fact that most of the people that I mentioned about him with doesnt really like his attitude. to get assurance, I became a dependent gf for 12 hours msging and calling him once in 5 hours and at the end of the day, we had a talk and ended the 'relationship' 我也许喜欢想像你 多于得到你 At the end of the day, I felt both relieve and lost~

一开始你 就准备好最后一集 你抽身的干净 till now, we had not communicate properly. Well, that life i think~ The people that you will meet comes in a package of variety~

Updates

Yeah, I'm not sure since when, I do not go to the same place, meet the same people, nor do the same thing nowadays except for facing the same 90+ kids in my work place~ Have been going out with some new friends due to birthday parties (for the same person) and since there are lots of new shopping landmarks I've been busy visiting them... Actually, I do not have much to talk about, but here are some pictures that I showed my granny and got her feedback "Why don't you just settle down with ONE boyfriend and get married ASAP??"

Oppsss~ sth is wrong with my PC again~ maybe you should just visit my friendster (if you want to) its actually just a series of pictures with guys during a birthday party...

Mooncake Festival?? Lantern Festival?? Mid-Autumn Festival??

Remembering two years ago when I mentioned Mooncake festival and was quizzed about dumpling festival and rice ball festival, my (ex) bf asked : "why when everything come to you, they got related with food?" It was really sarcastic and mean but what I can say now is, at least I was surrounded by my family members and friends.

I started my day with work, work and work, then, I had lots of fun with my kids and went for dinner alone at some hawker kopitiam. After the tiring 2 hours, I reached home feeling tired and pissed as I missed half of my favourite episode series, 'Ghost Whisperer'. Yeah, and thats that. though some people might say that its nothing and there's nth for me to grieve about, but yeah, due to a few incident, I have been down for days and days... Hopefully the blue will pass by as soon as possible.