Updates

Yeah, I'm not sure since when, I do not go to the same place, meet the same people, nor do the same thing nowadays except for facing the same 90+ kids in my work place~ Have been going out with some new friends due to birthday parties (for the same person) and since there are lots of new shopping landmarks I've been busy visiting them... Actually, I do not have much to talk about, but here are some pictures that I showed my granny and got her feedback "Why don't you just settle down with ONE boyfriend and get married ASAP??"

Oppsss~ sth is wrong with my PC again~ maybe you should just visit my friendster (if you want to) its actually just a series of pictures with guys during a birthday party...

Mooncake Festival?? Lantern Festival?? Mid-Autumn Festival??

Remembering two years ago when I mentioned Mooncake festival and was quizzed about dumpling festival and rice ball festival, my (ex) bf asked : "why when everything come to you, they got related with food?" It was really sarcastic and mean but what I can say now is, at least I was surrounded by my family members and friends.

I started my day with work, work and work, then, I had lots of fun with my kids and went for dinner alone at some hawker kopitiam. After the tiring 2 hours, I reached home feeling tired and pissed as I missed half of my favourite episode series, 'Ghost Whisperer'. Yeah, and thats that. though some people might say that its nothing and there's nth for me to grieve about, but yeah, due to a few incident, I have been down for days and days... Hopefully the blue will pass by as soon as possible.

I'll be back SOON~

Ever since I started working, I think I had neglected most of my friends. I do not really contact my high school friends, nevertheless my college mates, my 'queer' friends who I always love to hang out with, and since I have moved to my new branch, I did not contact much of my ex colleagues. I do not call/sms them, chat with them much, read their blogs, and not to say, care for them... I'm so sorry everyone, I'll try to be the old me soon who is much warmer I think and hopefully I will not be ignored... ok, lets start with reading blogs since kor just registered this cool website that allow me to read latest entries just with one click~ Thanks everyone for still being there for me though I had drifted away for a while~

Birthday @ Farewell

Since last month, I had not meet my ex colleagues up, and now, finally, our place was Shogun @ 1U and it was definitely a pleasant get together place. There were around 20 of us sitting around a long table, eating, chatting, cam whoring, etc. The coolest thing is, the whole whole (restaurant) sang birthday song for Ee, the birthday girl... Then, before we realise, all the other customers were gone and we were left with 4 waiter surrounding us. But, that doesnt mean anything, we continued talking and chatting, taking picture outside of the restaurant and in no time, we realised that the whole mall is shutting down already~

Of coz, after that, a few of us went for a second round in TTDI (with my stupid outfit) and it was an even better place, nice music, nice drinks, nice atmosphere and of coz, quite some number of leng lui (and leng zhai) around though there were some sexy aunties around.

P/S: I must really socialize more and go out more~

Potential BFs...

Due to my bro's request, I shall elaborate how I normally treat my potential BFs (those who go after me). Since I will mostly be the stronger party, I sort of take advantage of them, not in the sense of monetary, but I torture them by making them do things that I want them to do without asking them directly to do it and normally, I like to make it look like, I did not ask for that and they are willing to do it for me. There are not many cases like this, but it does work most time.

I think, all these happen because I was rather used to having a guy who is after me to do all this kinda silly stuff for me. When I was in Form 3, there is this guy in my class who was after me and he did all the ma fan stuff for me, up till the year after Form 5. Some of the things he did was: prepare timetable(copy, print and laminate) for me at the begining of every year; do story book report for me whenever it is due (he ended up being suspected by teacher that he copied mine cause silly him did the same thing for 2 report books and I got a silver medal for that year because "I" did more than N amount of reports; sign in extra cocurriculum, paid the anual fees, and gave excuses to the teacher when I did not attend the meetings on Saturday (since I do not know I am a member of that club/society) and I truly got shocked when I see some cert on my table at the end of the year; and of course, help me do homework (He himself asked whether I want him to help or not).

So, I cant be blame since I am not born this way, someone pampered me... WHY NOT???

Question of the year~

Sometimes, I realise that my PR problem is related to my personality which is... I want to do things my way. Things get worse when the other party is my close friend or my potential bfs, I become proud and I insist on doing everything in my own way. And most probably, I will end up screwing the friendship~

Somehow, sometime, somewhere, there is this someone, who I will always listen to and dare not fight back, sometimes, I feel so small in front of that friend that I do not even dare to breath too loud, I dare not say NO to whatever that friend of mine said and I get so fed up of myself who acted like a little slave.

The question is... is it possible that I can only be with someone like that? This is something that I keep asking myself since... I do not know when~

Rebirth...

After six months, I have finally reformat my beloved antique lap top~ And here I am, onlining using my own lap top instead of begging others to let me use their computers.

Been moody these days probably due to my hormone system and the emptiness of my bank account. Then, I started to miss my college life when I can always count on my parents for money (though I seldom ask for more), but it will be much easier for me to get money from them since I have no income that time, but now, having to earn my own money, of coz, I will not take money from them and I will never be able to make myself to ask from them.

Then, I miss my friends, and that made me realise, I had not contact many ppl these days, not my ex colleagues, not my friends from high school, not my college friends and not even my family. I have been in my own world and I am rather happy with it. Had quite a huge conflict with my 'friend' last weekend just because of me missing some stupid calls. I admit that I dont really care about miss calls or even sms, HELLO~ I dont even mind getting online to check my msg and mails which had been a big thing to me during my colleague time. Guess I am too comfortable with myself and my close friends while I neglect others especially those who are inconsiderate.... All I can say is, I am sorry that I cant (will not) do as you wish~